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| I cant even begin telling you guys how much GOD has done for me. I mean
today was just so good. I'm tired of complaing, im tired of me
disrespecting the most important person in my life. Most of all im
tired of my lack of consideration towards that person. I sit there just
thinking about myself, putting me before everything else. GOD didnt
even put HIMSELF before us. We come first. HIS children. I dont even
know what to say about dance practice. GOD is moving so much in that
group its unbelieveable. And satan keeps trying and trying.. but
its not working. One of the things that I really like about that group
is that their real. They dont act all fake and and pretend that
nothings wrong. If they have beef with you then their gonna tell you.
And they say it in LOVE! I cant express how much i love them. I've
known most of them all my life. I didnt know that i could be so close
with ppl that I havent talked to in 2 years. We got so much out
tonight, its crazy. Me and Megan talked on the way home, and man i love
that girl. She has such and amazing call on her life. Pray for her...
shes going thru a lot. We talked about being lonely and stuff cuz
were "menless" lol haha! But I told her about the song that Barlow Girl
signs ((Average Girl)) and I think it helped her. I know it helped me
out. Then we just encouraged eachother... Idk how many times i say it
to you ppl.. I'll never express how much these ppl have done for me.
I tried talking to my brother Ryan and his friend Scottie. I tried
being serious with them. I can honestly say that in my entire life... I
have never... and I repeat, NEVER had a real serious convo with both of
them. I tried so hard, but everytime I say something they make a joke
or something. They dont know but it hurts me that all they talk to me
about is video games. My brothers almost 20 years old, and he cant have
a normal convo with me His own sister. His ONLY sister. I love him so
much... I just dk what to do anymore. Should I keep trying with him?
Should I keep getting hurt by him? I mean I can kinda see with Scottie
cuz hes not my bro, but I've known him since I was in the 2nd grade.
I'd just like for once in my life for him to sit down with me and say,
"So, how was your day?" I'm hurt, and hes a great brother to me, he'll
kill for me. I know it. Idk what to say to him anymore. Okay
im done with this im about to cry.
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| SOOOO! Its been a while since i've done a big update.. I'm at Cassies now. =) She's sleeping next to me lol Katies here too, and were watching The Drew Carry Show. And yeah im getting sick of it. lol Ne ways We bought like 6 things of ice cream and ate almost all of it We watched Grease and we all got done up with make up and stuff and we took some cute pics.. Tiff should have some posted soon. =)
So lately GOD has been dealing with me, a lot. And its not easy, i've never been more stubburn in my life. But im getting thru it. And hes dealing with my mouth and how i talk to ppl. So yeah... pray for that. hehe! And that i can finish school with out getting frustrated.
Ok so im gonna go now... love you allllll very much! |
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| HEHEHE!!!!! This was Apex 04 lol
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